currently: i am...
Thursday, September 27, 2012 at 6:01AM
I am participating in Ali Edward's blog challenge.
Currently, I am:
Missing meal time. I never thought I would say this, but I am missing the fuss of family dinner. When I was cooking a big meal every night, around 7 different people’s schedules, I think I might have complained a time or two… (No more than that, I’m sure!) …but now that there is just the three of us at the table each night I am feeling a little sad… missing the banter, daily dramas and silly jokes that took place around that eight foot dinner table.
Purging like crazy. I mean like crazy nuts. Rifling through closets, drawers, cupboards and pantries – chucking stuff left and right, getting ready for a big community wide garage sale. Last year it was a bust – only the Church Thrift Store, where I dropped twelve boxes of stuff off, made out like a bandit…BUT….I thought I would give it a whirl again this year. Besides, my local thrift store is looking forward to seeing me again!
Wondering “where the hek did the time go?” I see my “baby” climbing into the car after school and can’t believe it is the same little peanut that was just 4 pounds when I brought her home. She is still a peanut, but has entered middle school this year and has asked me EVERY SINGLE NIGHT SINCE SCHOOL STARTED to teach her to shave her legs! I tell her she can’t – she’s just the baby. She rolls her eyes and walks away…which leaves me right back where I started at 3:30 pm when she climbed into the car – WONDERING?!
Sketching a coffee table – a coffee table that I have been wanting for over a year now. Does it exist? Apparently, only in my mind, so I have been trying to make a rough (very rough) drawing of what I want it to look like so my husband can help me build it. I keep dreaming it will appear at IKEA, but so far it is just a dream.
Offering up my worries. It is tough to offer up your worries, to trust God whole heartedly, to let go, move on. I am actively offering up my worries each morning before I rise. I know that God can be and will be the only one to move me through what appears to be a tough situation. Reminding myself it is in His hands is a safe and sane start to each day.
Searching for a lost earring, STILL. I lost it two months ago. I won’t give up. It is my most favorite little earring. I don’t even know if I am searching in the right places, but just thinking I might find it makes the search worthwhile. P.S. Why are the $2.00 earrings always are favorites and the only ones we lose?
Listening to the sweet, sweet sound of my child learning to play the violin. It is fascinating to listen to her play as she seems to have a sound all her own. I want to close my eyes when I listen, that is how good it makes me feel.
Focusing on relaxing. Trying not to count while I do anything - ok everything. Focusing on letting go and knowing I do not always have to be multi tasking. Focusing on slowing down and rewarding myself.
Photographing anything I see. I had missed this the last few months as I became busier and busier. Now I make time to do nothing but take pictures.
Learning all about Instagram and Facebook. I am terrified of social media and it has been a huge deal for me to learn it and live it as I try to grow my business. Some of this is hard folks – I actually had to take notes! I am not sure I can learn to love it.
Sewing up a storm. Lots of cool new things using reclaimed vintage quilts, funky new fabrics and even burlap. That machine definitely is getting a workout - plus the monotony of sewing calms me. The up and down of the needle, the hum of the machine, the trimming of threads, over and over again.
Loving that my son love’s life. He is always LIVING – whittling his own bow and arrow for instance. Who does that now-a-days? He was on a mission to collect and prepare geese feathers for his flights. I drove him to a small local poultry farm and there he hunted and gathered only the most pristine feathers. I asked him why he wanted to make a bow and arrow in the first place. He said, “Because it is cool. I want to do lots of cool things in life Mom. Making my own bow and arrow is just one of them.”
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Reader Comments (8)
Thank you for sharing. It's fun t o get a peek into other people's lives. I'm going through a purging stage myself. It feels good to let some (unneeded, unwanted) things go.
I am planning on purging when we pack up to move in March. I am definitely looking forward to getting rid of the stuff. Moving as often as we do (every 18 months or so) is so wonderful for purging!
I hope everything is going well with offering up your worries. It is something I am also working on, so I know how difficult it can be to give up that control, but how wonderful it is when you do!
Moving! Can be an adventure add well as alot of work, I know! We moved four times in 2001! crazy times!
As always, thanks for stopping by Kadee!
Xo
Rae
i loved your blog my dearest sister. i loved your honesty and sharing of yourself. you are definately worth the worlds knowing. now, you can be not only my treasure and idol but the treasure of millions. all the best Rae in your career and may your business thrive as you do, bravely and beautifully. love dawn
Loving that you found my blog sweet Kimberly! Hope you will check back often - maybe there will be new and fun way to purge and upcycle in the New Year!
Regards,
Rae
Love you Dawn and hope to see you soon sweetie! Keep Reading - it makes me smile! xoxoxo
Dear Rae,
Have been perusing your website waiting for Pop to get awake and cook burgers. I had read this blog awhile ago but never took the time to respond. Just wanted you to know it is very nice and very well done. I know you have worked very hard on it and your hard work shows. I will definitely check in on your sites more often. Keep up the good work. Love. Grammy
Thank you Grammy - you made my day with your sweet words! xo Rae